favorite quote:

'Whatever we get soon seems a natural right, not a gift. And we forget the Giver. Then our gaze shifts from what we have been given to what we don't have yet'...unknown

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Chicken Noodle Soup Recipe

So easy & so good. My kiddos ask for this a couple times a month. I usually triple the batch so we have lots of yummy left overs :) Check out this week's featured recipe here: Chicken Noodle Soup Recipe

Friday, January 27, 2012

6 months already?

Well, today is my amazing husbands birthday-love you babe!  But it is also the 6 month anniversary of our sweet little Taytam's death.  Danny hates that his birthday is on the same day, but I feel like it helps the day not seem so bad.  I have been steeling my emotions for this day, knowing that it was coming.  Danny & I are going out to eat and probably see a movie...I know-we are so original, huh?  But so far the day hasn't been too bad.  I have been very careful of my thoughts, not dwelling too much on the events of that horrible day.  Mostly I just think of where she is now, & what she might be doing.  I imagine her as an amazing missionary, helping so many on the other side.  I think of her that way because her short life, and then death, helped to strengthen so many people's testimonies here on this side of the veil. These first 6 months have gone by very fast...fingers crossed that the next 6 do as well!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Quick Warm Blueberry Sauce Recipe

I don't know about you...but we love breakfast for dinner at our house! This is my hubby's favorite sauce for pancakes, waffles, french toast...anything! Since his birthday is friday-this post is for him :) Check out this week's featured recipe here: Quick Warm Blueberry Sauce Recipe

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Bowling

 We took the kiddos bowling-the perfect rainy Saturday activity.  We hadn't been for so long and the kids loved it.  We definitely need to go more often.

Averee was really good-I think all that Wii bowling really paid off! :)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Frozen Hot Chocolate Recipe

I know it's cold outside but you gotta love frozen hot chocolate! Check out this week's featured recipe here: Frozen Hot Chocolate Recipe

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Art City Salad Recipe

Easily one of the best salads EVER! Check out this week's featured recipe here: Art City Salad Recipe

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Chicken & Artichoke French Bread Pizza Recipe

Well, I decided with the New Year to change things up on my blog a little. I am going to TRY (no promises) to share a recipe each week. I know that I love finding new recipes on other people's blogs, so I figured I would share a few with you :) This is one of my all time favorite recipes...I could eat it every week! Check out this week's featured recipe here: Chicken & Artichoke French Bread Pizza Recipe

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year...SURPRISE!

Happy New Year everyone!  Hope you survived the crazy, but wonderful Christmas season.  I am always a little bummed when the holidays are over.  There is so much build up and anticipation, then before you know it-it's all over!  However, I am more than happy to say goodbye to 2011...not the best year for us to say the least.  But we have hope for a wonderful 2012.  This is where the "SURPRISE" comes in- we are having a baby!  HOORAY!  Due date is August 10th, so still a long ways off.  I am very excited, but also experiencing a lot of other emotions: anxiety, relief, dread, and something I can only explain as unworthiness??

Part of me is just so relieved that we get another chance, we get to experience all the joy that we are missing with Taytam.  I know our loving Father in Heaven doesn't work this way, but I also kind of felt like maybe He wouldn't give me another chance since I had 'messed up' so badly with Taytam.  I know that's not really what happened, or how it works, but I am still working through some feelings of guilt about her passing away.  Anyway-I am also feeling dread and anxiety about what an obsessive-crazy person I am going to be once the baby is born...will I even be able to put the baby down? I haven't held a baby since Taytam-I don't trust my emotions with that.  So, I can't wait to hold my baby and just take in the feeling of their warm little body, that new baby smell.  So much to look forward too!  But I also can't imagine not watching the baby constantly to make sure he/she is still breathing, still with us.  I think that once we get passed the 2 1/2 month old mark (when Taytam died) I might be able to relax a little?  I guess we will just have to wait and see how it all goes.  There is just so many more emotions with this pregnancy and baby than I have ever experienced before.  It is pretty overwhelming.  But like I said, I am so super excited, and that emotion still wins out over all the rest!